It's hurting. God, take away the feelings i have for her pleaseeee, it's not that i no longer like her, i like her loads ! It's just that i can't keep this going on anymore. All i ask is to be great best friends with her. It's really hard to contain your feelings for someone espcially when you're practically out with them everyday. Get your mood all spoilt for the day when they don't talk to you, feel the slightest jealousy when they casually talk about other guys, dying to grab their attention. Etc etc. I'm sure many of you have the same sentiments. Oh well, let's just move on, nothing much i can do, i leave it all up to you GOD ! Be it a positive or negative, i gladly accept it. Just make sure we still remain as close friends. There's this cute korean guy in my class, i swear he's really cute, speaks cutely, jokes around and gives free Vulgar korean language classes ! Oh my Kim Soo Huan, you're really funnaye. There's this sms my long time no see friend sent me around 12am last night, waking me up from my sweet sleep. But after reading it, i felt that it was real meaningful.

Here goes : As we grow up in life, we learned that even the 1 person that wasn't suppose to let us down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder to accept it each time. You'll break hearts too, and everytime you do, please remember how you felt when someone broke yours. You might fight with your bestie or any friend and probably never talk again, but life is all about forgiving and forgetting. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone, someone close to you. So laugh, love and treasure others like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend being angry, annoyed or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Meaningful ? At least it was to me ! So i'm sorry to everybody for whatever i've done wrong, Massive appology ! Argh, i dreamt of someone last night, but i seriously cannot remember who it was, i swear it must have been some horrid person, the moment i woke up from the dream, i rushed to the toilet to "lao sai" Gosh, it was really bad. That person i dreamt of must be so horrid. Who could it be? Jolt my memory ! Dammit ! If i ever remember who that person was, i'll recomend him/her to people who have serious constipation. He/her is gonna be a great remedy for constipated people ! I'm gonna earn billions. Still missing you girl.