Woke up at 10am, jumped into my jeans and left for church. After mass was a meeting for the Parish Assembly, surprised to know we'll be playing. Composed a new song with rico and quite strangely, jess took a video of it and made another MTV, it's quite nice though. Chilled the entire day in the room and back home now bumming around.

Oh my goodnesssssss. I've got the same dream again ! But this time a short one, it's scaring the shit out of me. As nice as it is, i pray it just stays a dream.

Woke up to my astonishment that there were no good movies on HBO and star Hong Kong movies. So i laid on bed staring into the white ceiling. Took the guitar and sang silly songs, picked up a new saosin song then the sms ringtone goes off. Finally somebody wanted to go out and play ! Off to kenneth's for a pizza meal, then to the salt room to chill. Han called up and we met for soccer with the kids, han suddenly became a STAR. (the rest of the kids were aged 10 and below). We got worned out, needed a drink. But the damn dino mart closed so damn early, before 9pm it closed. What? Afraid of thieves in the night? Got our drinks from church and chatted our heads off at a playground nearby about ways to murder without getting caught, how to torture people and such sadistic stuff. Tommorow's the fun fair for some deserted school where no one knows where the hell it is located. Have been asking around to no avail lahh, i need to be there tomorrow ! Let me sleepwalk tonight and wake up to find myself in that school the next thing i know. I had a frigging beautiful/horrid dream. I can't define it, yes it was nice, but if i wanna make it happen in life, i'm gonna be doing something impposible like trying to find 10 million bucks in the drain. I hope it just stays as a dream and i won't be swayed to follow that dream. But holy shit, that was a fucking good dream, if it was gonna be true, fantabulous ! Oh wells, dreams are called dreams for a specific reason.

So much has happened within this few days, it's like the stock market flacutating, ups and downs. I soo soo appologise to the guys for not going to the karoke with you all. All the guys went shopping in the afternoon leaving the two broke ones reluctant to go, that's me and clarence. So we met up for about ten mins and i left for kovan to study other people studying. Back to liz/lynn's home for dinner and did hell lota stupid stuff there (Film a video of blind people busking). I feel useless everytime i go to lynn's room. The endless number of medals and trophy she has in her room makes me feel wasted. In my entire life, i've not won anything. CRAP. Was about to home, when i deicided a retiree like me have nothing to do, so i rendered cheap labour to lynn. We ran around serangoon and landed in sauyan's cool home. Rested for awhile and this time, really home-ed.

Today is a sunny day, but it is the night now so it's a moony day. Kenneth, brandon, liz and i played my modification of monopoly, it's somewhat a casino style. And i won everybody thus becoming donald trump, i owned all the property and money. Being monopoly rich is nice, being really rich must be nicer. Little brandon became my son, namely cocky trump (we were so rich that we acted cocky by insulting the kenneth and liz with money.) How fun ! We shall always play it ! We tapao-ed a sumptuous meal back to eat, especially a 14 bucks soy sauced chicken. Wooshooo, delicious ! Attended a meeting at SVDP and met berwin after. Slacked for awhile before deciding to head home, but we found so many packets of candles and sparkles. So i celebrated with him the festival. It's been a long time since i chatted and chilled with YOU berwin han bao su. Oh yeah, hope you have a nice day tomorrow ! ;p

Dined at gardens with lynn and sheena. Had hell lota shots with sheena's powerful camera. Headed to lynn's after dinner. Jess just sent the pictures we took during the latern festival. I swear this is the funniest shit. Jess, i bet the police department will hire you to do their posters. Cheeeeb cheeeeb cheeeb !

I feel like a retiree, so fucking free lahh. I need to inject some fun into my life. I spent almost the entire day of my life today in the salt room. Sheena popped by and offered me some super eeky sweet crackers that can seriously cause diabetes. The iTunes radio is behaving wierd today, it always disconnect every 5 seconds making me fucking pissed. Maybe the signal is being obstructed by the thick fumes from all the burning of candles for lantern festival. Life is tough in singapore. Cheeeeb lahh.

My my, today was not the bomb, it was the NUCLEAR bomb mann. It all started out with the P&W session for the P6 kids. Bai lynn decided to pop by our church to know more, so we attended 9am mass and headed for the P&W, surprisingly he played the guitar for us. It was nice :) Lunched at Sakura with the whole bunch of church birdies and had hell lota fun, didn't know if bai lynn felt left out, but i thought he was okay. Sunday is where the sun is the brightest so therefore it was scorching hot, so sheena, henry, bai lynn, kenneth, brandon, lynn and i decided to head back to the room for some aircon and guitar. Pretty good rest and off to rivevale mall for a supposed bubble tea, but i ended up cutting my hair (it's nice though). Liz rang me up and asked for company to SFX for a confirmation mass, sheena and i agreed and so goodbye to the rest and we met up at shyan's shop. WOW, her shop is way cool, filled with cute puppies. SFX bored me to the very core, i took a stroll all the way to Chomp chomp and back again, Jo met me and we did not see any confirmants at all, all we saw was the drinks and chicken rice we ate. Realising we were late, we rushed to Rivervale plaza and met the rest of the church birdies to "again" celebrate the festival. This time we had hell lota people, took retard vids, pics and laughed like there wasn't tomorrow. Very quickly, it was getting late and many left. I, "again" celebrated with melvin and group much later and sang silly songs. What else can be better than this? Pure fun day. And something i thought was funny was, infront of the little kid brandon, i couldn't say vulgarities, so i almost said "nahbei", but i went "nah~~~libaba". Real cute boy.

Spent this latern's festival with lynn, sheena, brandon, kenneth and rico. Had a pretty nice time playing with fire and candles, i don't know how we managed to spend hours sitting at the coffee shop till 12am though, but we did it. Poor lynn had to take a cab home, but soon sheena and i realised that there were still buses servicing that goes near her house. We are so sorry. Dinner was extremely filling. Just to fill in the parts of today, we had guitar practice and needless to say, got jagged a million and one times by the evil lynnie.

Three words to describe my day today. "OH MY GOODNESS"

Today is a weird day. School did not excite me one bit, instead it gave me random thoughts throughout the hour, i sat in in class for an hour dreaming then i just sneaked out. I went to plaza singapura for a walk and decided to catch a movie. I somehow find jet lee a little bit of a liar, he claimed that "fearless" was his last movie and there i was at PS watching his new movie "Rouge assasin". I have to admit it's really a nice show with a good twist, but what i never did expect was that there would be an asshole sitting next to me. The moment he sat next to me, i smelt something horrid, flying fuck, his shoes were ultra duper smelly. What a jerk, cinemas should run checks on people's shoes before letting them in, maybe do a smell test. Let the staff smell your shoe before entering, too smelly? Get out or rent a shoe from the cinema. I've just came out with a brilliant business tactic for cinemas. There's another ridiculous thing, i paid 7 bucks for my ticket. But my popcorn set was $8.50. How effing ridiculous, they should cut down on the prices if not i'll never patronize the snack bar ever again. It is an outrageous attempt of robbery. Screw those popcorns and cokes.

I hate those chain messages where they trick people into opening them and then curse you with all sort of calamities. Well, the heading seemed attractive to me but what's inside isn't one bit anything about the heading. It always goes "Repost or you will die, have bad luck for a cerain number of years, no love life and blah blah blah." I never bothered to repost it, i find it so ridiculous. How can reposting help you in the course of luck? It's not as if the more you repost, the hotter your girlfriend is, the longer you can live and thereforth. If so, i would have dedicated my whole life to reposting dumb letters so my luck-o-meter will be bloody high and i just find a billion bucks in the drain. So after receiving these chain letters in my email and opening them (mistakenly) in friendster for so many years, i start to wonder if those letters really have taken effect. Because i'm having such bad luck, screw the damn letters.

I feel fucking stupid and embaressed.

All my plans for today were ruined all because i just woke up at 2pm. I wanted so much to wake up at 10am to go out for breakfast and a breeze walk. But how will that be possible when you sleep at 5am? Surprisingly, i sat down from 10pm till 4.30am playing poker and blackjack with asiq melvin and clarence. We played starting with 20 sweets, the winner will be the one with the most sweets in the end. I woke up to find rico right beside my bed, bummed around the whole day in rivervale mall and church. I'm still fretting much over the school issue, those people are mean. I wanna feed their children to the angry bears in the zoo. Even the angry bears treat me better than you people from london. Hope your bridge in london falls when you walk across it, then i can sing london bridge is falling down for your departing song. "LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING DOWN" Eh, no. It should be " LONDON BRIDGE HAS FALLEN DOWN, KILLING THE BASTARDS ALL AT ONCE "

Damn Rico the cheebye, use my ipod until no battery, can't even get it to on. Youth mass started all with nothing but problems. The mixer didn't wanna work, the cables weren't long enough and blah blah blah. But just 5 minutes before the whole thing started, it just worked. Scared us like shit, so after that all went well. So we had a mini reception down at the canteen, the buffet was good. Joking around and eating, had a live bollywood dancer susanna. She has no shame at all, just shout so loudly singing and dancing all. She has my character, but 10 x 100000 times much much more. Crazy bitch. Headed to Davis's guitar shop to accompany ryan to get his pickup, fucking ex. Pasta mania for dinner at 30% off thanks to ryan's buddy working there. Caught up with rico and oreal over at starbucks and chat our heads off for a long long time before i headed home, i was too effing tired. I need a long good sleep. SUCCESS !

Oh my goodness, i'm stuck in a horrid situation where i have to make a choice. SHIT. Looking back, all my choices i interfered with were all sucky outcomes. And i hate to make decisions/choices now, afraid that i'll make another stupid horrendous mistake. I asked for it and it really came true, but only when i just started to adapt to the situation. Now they do this to me. I don't know if i should thank you or hate you people whom decided that for me. Still i wanna say " You overseas scums, why does my life hangs upon a string of words that you speak?" So much for the "law", there's no equity amongst us you bastards. You scums just sit high up there and decide the life of poor kids like me, i can't take it in my stride. Now i know what sparks off terrorism, because i, am thinking of how to bomb those bastards sitting in the office building. What example should i refer to? The september 11 incident using a plane or the bali bomb blast using a lorry? Plane or lorry? Who cares, i just wanna bomb those bastards. BOMB BOMB BOMB your mother's pussy. BASTARDS

School hours have been extended to 3 hours ! I can no longer doze of in class like how i did in scondary school. It will be really wierd if i just lay flat on the table and sleep, the peeps there are unlike my friends, they are real solemn. How i miss secondary school, the crazy friends and the stupid things we do. I would boil potato and carrot soup in biology lab classes when we have "test for starch/protein/acids in food". Sometimes we roast meat and sheep's organs. I would also use the lab's tap with the rubber tubing to "watergun" some idiots in class, put blue dye into the potted plants and the plants turn out blue. The best part was, sleeping on the floor/under table in classes. Once i wrote rubbish in my test paper and handed my name in as Miss universe, i had no idea how miss ng knew it was me, she was like : "Miss universe wong please come and collect your paper." I've handed in my papers with many bogus names, another ridiculous one will be "Lion and tiger". In secondary 2, i've burnt broomsticks, smashed windows, etc etc. Never got into much big trouble, but if i do them now, i get charged. I love secondary school.

Hougang green's Nasi Goreng is the spiciest food i've ever eaten in my whole life. The first few mouthfulls were alright, suddenly everything became so spicy that i teared. Being so hungry, i forced myself to finish the whole plate. Immediately i ran to 7-eleven to buy a big gulp to extinguish the spice. Under the white lighting in 7-eleven, bailin was like " WOW, your lips are all red." It was damn spicy but nice to eat, 3 bucks to torture myself, the amount of money i spent on drinks costed more than the nasi goreng. Just thinking back, i've been going to school by walking from little india's station. And i realised that there was more angmoh babes over at little india pacing around rather than plaza singapura or orchard. Very weird but it's a pretty amazing sight for me.

Being bored in the night, i read some stuffs on airplanes over the net which i have not done over a long period of time. I fancy airplanes alot and i've been reading so much on it over the past 4 years wanting to work in the aviation industry. Then i asked myself what the heck am i doing now, i've totally lost track of what i've been doing over the past few months. I got myself into a total wreck and went ahead to study in the law field. I've lost my sense of directions and i feel lost. I hope this is all just a dream and i wake up to find myself back a few months ago. God, give me a glimpse of hope, help me get right back on track. But somehow i feel that i've gotten too deep in shit, i hope not, but reality says otherwise. SHIT.

Today is a humid and warm day, too hot for me. Went over to ryan's with rico and liz all because some idiot wanted to catch high school musical. I watched the first 10 minutes and fell asleep throughout the whole movie and woke up just to see the remaining 5 minutes. I seriously think high school musical is just a "white" version of bollywood's movies. And maybe lacking a few trees here and there, their MASSIVE dances, dances and songs every 5-10 minutes, seriously made me think it was just a copy of bollywood, just watching 10 minutes made me think this way. Don't understand what captivates the teens to watch that "copy" of bollywood. I would prefer the real bollywood, it's much funnier.

Big big woo ha from disney channel ! Vanessa hudgens is known to have explict pictures over the net ! So rico being a big big fan of her, decided to check out if it was true. Sadly/amazingly we found out that it was true. Her fans must be devasted, but i suppose they are all little kids and won't know much, it might just be over in a couple of weeks. I'm feeling neutral about it because my idol is Emma Roberts, not vanessa hudgens. Am i glad Emma roberts didn't do such a silly thing. Actually, i'm hoping zac efron will go around posing nude over the net too, so he gets kicked off the show and lose everything. I detest that bugger. Why did you have to do a photoshoot with Emma Roberts you alien? Get further from her and leave her alone, go flash around your town or in front of the camera when filming, do anything to get yourself booted out. Simply unbelievable that Emma roberts is just a year younger than me.

This is the mark of the end of my holidays. I went back to school finally, same old usual stuff we learn and all. But after school was pretty amazing, i met up with melvin and group for a movie. Some fucked up movie that made clarence sleep through it. Some wierd show by sandra bullock, it's fucking wierd. After all the wierdness, we felt wierd and played day of defeat at paradiz centre till 2am. And i was utterly defeated by opposing enemies, always getting shot whenever i walked out of the base. After being defeated, we took the night rider bus back, somehow we passed by KPT punggol park and we felt hungry. So thinking i thought there was free transfer for night riders, i physco-ed them all to get down and eat hokkien mee. Who knew there was only free transfer for SMRT buses. I got branded as a liar and we had to walk home. So blah blah blah and all, we all reached home happily ever after.

OH MY GOODNESS ! MY buddy being an asshole just did the fuckiest thing ever ! You're a complete asshole asiq. You totally shamed me, so much for writing it for you. You're one big asshole. ASSHOLE. Read this and hide in your asshole, ASSHOLE. But you know what asshole? I think the photo parts were excellent, must have took you awhile to do that. So all this shows you miss me. But you're still an asshole no matter what. The ozone layer can't even withstand the embaressement/anger/madness i'm giving out. The world will suffer global warming much sooner because i destroyed the ozone layer. So you can write my name as a cause of global warming in geography questions. Text me for the spelling of my name if you've no idea, very important alright? One of this year's geography O level's question will be: " Describe one cause of global warming, elaborate [15 marks]."

Rico is amazing, he never fails to fart whenver i go out with him. Most of the time, i get that stinky shit in my room. For christ's sake, it's my room. How would you like someone farting in your room constantly? Embaress you to death mr rico garcia. I'm so terrified of everything, life holds too much for me ! The holidays are just starting to get real good :) But fuck, school starts tommorow.

Emmanuel Joseph Aka JO, is not keeping to his words ! In his testemonial, he said everyone plays a part in their lives and he loves/appreciate them all. But i kept getting jagged by him today. When i asked what's for supper, he said "crab". I was like, "crab for supper? so expensive lahh." Then he went "No, KPT gives them free, CRAP." Up next was when liz had a packet of hokkien mee take away for her mum, i touched it to check if it was warm/hot. Immediately, Jo that ass said i made it cold by touching it. So he raised his hands and touched the packet and claim it was hot again ( trying to say he's hot ). Then poor ryan touched it and made a sound. "PSSSSST" (was suppose to be the sound of something really really hot burning). Immediately again, Jo went " You just freezed that thing" (the sound of freezing something is somewhat like PSSST too). Well as poor thing as ryan might be, this shows i'm hotter than ryan, i just cool things when i touch them, he freezes them ! Wanted to jag me, but the ultimate jag turned against you ! So in a wierd way, Thank you JO !

Within 1 day, i had 2 compliments or dig on my removal of braces. How nice, but why only after months when i've removed them? Blind friends. My 1 week holidays are really boring, i wake up with nothing to do. I wake up just to find my laptop and iPod beside me, so i listen to the iPod for awhile to warm myself up for the day ahead. Then the laptop to kill some time, iTunes radio is really good. Grabbed the PSP from mum's bedroom and play GTA with all cheats making myself some Gang leader and go on a killing rampage. After awhile, all of these get boring. So i turn to the teevee to watch movies, but HBO is really a waste of money. Hours pass and there goes my day. It's been only 2 days into the holidays and i'm feeling so bored. At least there's band practice for tomorrow to spur up my day. But there was something amazing in the papers today, an army recruit in spore took away a rifle and ran around cineleisure orchard, he was caught without much commotion. How i dream i would be there and spot that recruit and play hero by nabbing him. Gun fire, fighting, saving chicks, how cool. The headlines for today will then be " Teen Nabs Wanted Criminal, Saves The Day."

Had an amazing practice for the band on last saturday, sunday was a rather wierd day because rico came over for a cook out. We cooked 4 packets of meegoreng, 2 pratas, 1 whole pot of chicken stew, beer and seaweed. Berwin and gwen joined shortly after, all left in the evening and that was the end of sunday. Lots of people are missing in church, hardly get to see them now. Haven't met asiq and the group for a long time. Where did everybody run to? To their girlfriends, exams and work. I'm so lonely.