Being bored in the night, i read some stuffs on airplanes over the net which i have not done over a long period of time. I fancy airplanes alot and i've been reading so much on it over the past 4 years wanting to work in the aviation industry. Then i asked myself what the heck am i doing now, i've totally lost track of what i've been doing over the past few months. I got myself into a total wreck and went ahead to study in the law field. I've lost my sense of directions and i feel lost. I hope this is all just a dream and i wake up to find myself back a few months ago. God, give me a glimpse of hope, help me get right back on track. But somehow i feel that i've gotten too deep in shit, i hope not, but reality says otherwise. SHIT.