I had a tragic dream last night. I've been having throat infection very often nowadays, it really hurts swallowing saliva or breathe. Therefore, i dreamt the doctor told me i had 3rd stage oral cancer and i only have 3 weeks left to live. So within 3 weeks, i went hugging people and telling them i love them, but i kept my condition from them including my family. I asked many friends if i died, how will they feel. Many of them said good riddance and they'll be really happy, until the last day, i was in a church praying when i passed out. I woke up in a hospital with all my friends and parents surrounding me, including the priest. All of them were crying, but i jokingly told them " weren't you all be happy that i die? " I tried to make them laugh by telling jokes. But soon my body gave in and i coughed out blood and died. My soul left my body and i walked away with jesus, i saw everyone holding hands in a circle crying and praying for me. After that my alarm rang and i woke up crying. I 've no idea why tears trickled down, it just did. Even "D" was in my dream crying for me. For that, i was kinda happy. But the other scenarios were really saddening.