Amander stays next to my granny

Holy shit ! The girl i mentioned i just gotta knew in my previous post? I got to chat with her and realised she stays JUST next to my granny ! How amazing. The probability of it is like 00000000.1% lahh. Imagine you make a new friend, and you're going to your granny's house on that very day. And both of you take the same bus, walk to the same block, same floor, same direction and go :"WTH?" I'm too shocked for anything now, and she's like a teletubby ( Psst, amander, it's our secret language ).

Today is a stupid day. I promised myself to wake up at 10am to go for a walk, have breakfast and enjoy the nice afternoon. But, i ended up waking up at 1pm, ruining my beautiful plan. Shit. So i called Han to ask him out, we wasted like hours before i met him and ended up being in sengkang library to study ( we ended up eating a huge chicken's thigh and crapped the whole time there. ) I swear the chicken Cafe Gailee sold us was like diseased or had air pumped in it's thigh. It was fucking big, damn scary. Oh yeah, gwen brought a few friends along. Something like Amanda Tree-ah Phua ( tree phua ) and Germ-min ( don't know how to spell the actual thing, but it's pronouced like this, so yeah. ) It's as usual that when you meet someone new, you go all polite and such. So yeah, we were polite to each other and blah blah. Until maybe like after an hour? Whoosh, everything changed. We were like fighter pilots from WWII, trying to shoot each other down ( busted-ing one another. ) So the war went on for like another couple of hours, had a great laugh. All wars come to an end, so goodbye tree phua and germ-min, and hello to SBS. Took a bus to hougang ( lazy to describe what i did ) and as usual, walked home. " I wonder how, i wonder why, yesterday thinking about the blue blue sky, and all that i can see, is just another lemon TREE." This song just kept going in my mind after i met tree phua. And the Yakult advertisement where the GERMS keep bouncing around in the tummy, this was what's been played in my head at the instant i heard the name Germ-min. Irritating only !

Today was the chruch's feastday, so called a fun fair. Personally, i think last year's was better, way better. I spent almost the whole day in church slacking in the salt room. Playing the guitar and "expressing" myself through singing songs ( resulting in getting beaten up a couple of times). Lucas is a small primary 4 kid whom scares the shit outta me, he beats me up really badly, rozario wasn't spared as well ( he got it worst ). In a nutshell, today was awesome, got to meet up val & amerie finally. Been like forever since i saw them. Happy 1 year of friendship Sacha Armstrong !

I realised my friends like to be tricked. Whenever they realise they got tricked, they'll laugh. When i become a father, i think i'll trick my kids very often ! I'm gonna promise them i'll bring them to wild wild wet, but instead i'll drive them to some burnt down warehouse. " Oh, no, Wild wild wet burned down. " Then i'll enjoy seeing tears trickling down their cute little faces ! Maybe then i'll drive them to the real wild wild wet. Alah, whatever lahh, i wanna dream living a life of being young & rich. How can anything beat that? Sunday's coming ! And the church's annual funfair is coming, yeah is it gonna be cool ! I love church peeps and of course those punanis (Mexican word for pussy) i hang out with everyday !

I'm so hooked on this song by Enrique Iglesias. It's Do you know (ping pong song), apparently its called a ping pong song because it uses the sound of ping pong balls bouncing as their "rythm". Awesome eh? It goes : Do you know what it feels like to love someone who's in a rush to throw you away... The tune is stuck in my head. I first gotta know it when i was buying a pair of jeans yesterday, i was in the changing room taking off my jeans and just when my striking boxers showed itself to the environment, the song was played. I was like" funky cool song, but wait, where did i see/hear the lyrics before? " Thinking hard, i pulled up another pair of jeans, just at that crucial point i pulled hard to get the jeans up, i suddenly remebered where i saw that line of lyrics before ! Lynn chng's msn nickname was "Do you know what it feels like to love someone who's in a rush to throw you away." That was when i rushed home and asked her what the title of the song was, and surprisingly she being nice, she sent me the song. Since then, that song has been on repeat mode in my mp3. I think i've heard it like 300 times on my way to and back from school. Not sick of it yet, and my my, under what wierd situation i got to know the song and remember where i've seen it. It's all in the changing room man. Go listen to it, it's nice.

New school is cool, the hours are flexible and the studying part is way way cool. The "Law" parts just kept getting shot out from people's mouth. Eg : "Under section blah blah blah, this is ABH (actual bodily harm)...." Every question asked has a answer being replied like that. Scary eh? School ended quick enough for me to go shopping, i bought a levi's jeans and a levi's shirt at a bargain. Supposingly at a price of $80, the sales girl charged me $60. Must be the 30 minutes of chatting i had with her that helped me get a discount ( it was a retailer's shop ). Alright, today was a fine day. Short and simple. Oh, and i dislike helping people to do things against my will. For eg: forced to help mum do something when i'm watching teevee or a friend asks you to carry his bag or something. I think we should all carry two sacks ( light one of course ) of something when walking or sitting. That way, when someone says " Can you gimme a hand? " i can say " Sorry, got these sacks. "

New School's starting tomorrow, and i've got two flying fucked up reasons to worry. Quit my current job at cathay and officially quit temasek poly. The work place issue is a little screwed up because i might end up not getting my pay ( i forgot to give them my bank account number & i need a 3 days advance notice before quitting ). If i don't get my pay, i swear i'll start going in cathay with a pretext of watching a movie, i'll then release mice, roaches and plant stink bombs in their air-con vent. That'll be enough to scare the shit out of the customers. The polytechnic issue is extremely troublesome. I've gotta sign tons and tons of paperwork to leave the school. All these are fucked up rubbish. So much for a "new start" tomorrow. But i still love sundays ! I hope life isn't a joke, because i don't get it.

Sunday's a nice day to relax. Enjoy the afternoon sun along with the luxury of the radio and of course a bouncy bed. Weekly routine of helping out in the kitchen and attending mass in the wee hours of the morning makes the day seems longer, which is a great thing. Walk past some friends and start chatting, somehow it seemed to be like an office place. As sunday is the sabbath day, like what father henry said in his homily, no work, just rest and relax. This'll make a person feel better and not so agitated. Another thing that really strucked me hard was what he mentioned in his homily. Topic on teenagers where they don't care about their parent's feelings, and the very one example he gave was : A teen going out late at night, coming home really late, like way past 1am - 3am. And when the parents question him, he starts saying he's old enough and stop controlling him. Sounds familiar? Yes, because this is what exactly happens to me NOW. And i go home way later than 3am everyday or not even going home. Even the excuses i give were the same as what father henry said. Amazingly shocking? To me yes, hmm maybe god's giving me a sign. And i feel really wasted, worthless and useless all thanks to lynn adele chng and JO . They always bring me down, pouring buckets and buckets of icy cold water on my shoulders, hence making me feel i'm living for nothing. I must think of a way to counter those two baboons next week. Watch out for the RISE of caleb. I feel like i've just shit-ted/ shat out whatever is in my body ( veins, arteries, heart, brain, lungs, kidney....) as i'm feeling very empty now. Somebody fill me up please. ( not with shit )

New school's gonna say hello next tuesday, meaning bye-bye to cathay. How am i gonna miss selling tickets and all the benifits ! Sheesh, i really do hope i have the determination to finish my new course ( unlike the one in polytechnic ). I'm beginning to look foward to sundays alot since the racial harmony day event. Valerie text-ed me last night around 11.30pm, just to open it and saw something that made me reminisce of the past. She said she was studying her chemistry when she opened her book and realised my drawings from one year ago was in it. Starting from that point, both of us kept sms-ing about how our clique used to hang out together. The blind mice games, the kitchen duties, the times we studied together at kovan, going for mass, salt, thanksgiving dinner, feast day, hotel stay, denice's bbq ( we played crazily at the playground ), catechism class, slacking in the salt room, selling tickets at novena, latern festival at punggol park ( the guys chased after the 136 bus ), salt's anniversary bbq, confrimation camp, confirmation, batam & sentosa trip, and so many more times we had together. Thinking of this puts a smile on my face, but all good things come to an end. I'm glad we had those times together :D I'm lost in time, and i don't know much. i fell out of touch, but i'm back on my feet eager to be what i wanted. We shall make it happen again.

Shit. I'm sick. 3 words, Very Fucking uncomfortable. Went to watch the lowest budget film ever yesterday, "Vaccancy". Thought it was gonna be a great movie judging from the trailer, but for god's sake, it sucked. The whole show just revolves around a motel and has actors that can be count by my 10 fingers. Serious, the whole show only had 2 lead actors, 3 murderers, 1 policeman and a truck driver whom only acted for like 10 secs? You people should go watch it and then make your wallets vaccant. Go ! Don't make me the only one whom lost $7.50 for nothing.

When you don't see a group of friends for a long time, and suddenly you do. You get mixed emotions, feeling sad yet happy. Sad for not hanging around with them and missing them, happy for reuniting. At times some lost and hidden feelings rises again, making me feel regretful. It's so difficult to get over somebody.

Racial harmony day was nice. Got to mingle back with church peeps, been like forever since we hanged out in a big group. Had our dinner at Punggol plaza, they had a cool juke box in the kopitiam. So i decided to be retarded and play an old old chinese song. ( Damn embarssing okay? ) So i physco-ed the rest to follow me. And so the first song we played was " Tian Mee Mee " Some old chinese song by Teng li chun. Up next was the best, even the uncle seating nearby us laughed when he heard the song. We chose " Her Sing Nian " A chinese new year song, i don't know if that uncle laughed till his face turned red or what. But his face was super red. After sending sacha home, everything turned sucky because one fella spoilt it.

I'm totally hooked on this new HK drama. The story line is way cute, a guy younger than a girl by 7 years is going after her, and many funnaye problems occured due to the age gap. I swear it's damn funny, espcially how the guy woos the girl. It's called La something something Desparado... can't really remember the name, but it's an awesome show. Why am i squeaking my head off like a girl? Okay, doesn't matter. Mum's getting more of a bitch nowadays, it's been passing on to dad too. Maybe it's infectioussss. Get me the fucking antibiotics to kill this virus that's been possesing parents. Grffff

I'm free now. Like really free, i feel great. No chains binding me down anymore, okay, at least for now. But still, YES I'M FREE. Feel happy for me !

I'm very tired. Not from working, but from living a troubled life. It really seems nothing's going wrong on the surface. Beneath lies a broken family and a ruined school life. This is how bad it gets, i get home without talking to any of my family members ( espcially mum ). I go to school only having a friend or two, being a stoner most of the time thus achieving the title of loner in class. I avoid going home, because i ain't got nothing to talk to or do there. I hang around in void decks so often now. This feeling is somewhat like a bored and hot sunday late afternoon, i hate it. It never was like this before, but neither do i want it to be back like last time. Pride kills a man. Seriously.

Yipee doodle ! Work's getting much more fun as the day passes, i get to learn new stuff ! Selling of tickets and snacks is great, wait till i get ushering tomomorrow ! The people in there are absolutely friendly ! Okay school was great for today too, let's not say school, rather skipping school. We practically skipped the whole day of school, firstly : we went to the library and borrowed a movie to watch. For fuck's sake, mok and ariz borrowed some show called "Wallace & Gromit" It really wanna make me vomit, stupid show. It's about a cartoon where a guy and his dog loves cheese so much that one day, they ran out of cheese. So they went to the moon and steal cheese. Wasted 20mins. Right after that, we went to Tampines Mall. The arcade was a place where we wasted 15mins and 3 dollars. Toy R'us was up next, had loads of fun playing with their toys espcially the "Voice transforming toy" Select an output, eg: Alien, Robot, Superman, etc etc. So 3 of us communicated through that toy and sang songs. I swear it was damn funny. I got lectured by my lecturer (teacher) for wearing slippers to the lab. He questioned me why the reason for slippers. And so i went : " I was chasing for the bus and my shoe broke ( makes no sense )." Lecturer : " Oh okay, please buy a new shoe tomorrow. And erm, why are you....(before he could finish his sentence) " Me: " Oh, this was the reason why i was late too, my shoe broke. ( smile stupidly ) " I swear i saw his eyes roll and heard him sighed loudly. With the valid reason of a broken shoe, i escaped being booked. Oh, by the way. My shoe didn't break at all, it's just an excuse i made up.

Some geeks came down my workplace today to watch a movie. Apparently, me being a nice friend/ bad employee . I rashly gave them food worthing more than my day's pay. But other than that, the job is fucking relaxing. I just have to go : " Hi, good evening. What movie? Light blue and red seats are avalible, the screen's at the bottom." Type in the entrees ( pop corn, drinks, tickets ) and poof. You're done. Sometimes when i meet pretty girls, i'll give them more popcorn or not charge them for aditional nacho cheese, ice lemon tea and blah blah blah, perhaps free drinks too. Flying fuck, i seriously need to think about many many fuckedee fuckedee fuckee fucked up problems. School is defitnely one of them.

Sheesh, i'm working part time at Cathay in Ang mo kio. The environment is good, the staff are friendly and the manager is a rolling joker. And the best part, i'm the only male staff among many young girls. Unbelievable. This is the best job ever sought after, paradise ! Free drinks and stolen food. The uniform makes me look like a martian, green top black pants black leather shoes. Retro-oooo ! But i look smart in it. I'm dead beat from standing at the counter for a long time. Bed and fantasizing time, Emma roberts & D ! Here i come !