Sunday's a nice day to relax. Enjoy the afternoon sun along with the luxury of the radio and of course a bouncy bed. Weekly routine of helping out in the kitchen and attending mass in the wee hours of the morning makes the day seems longer, which is a great thing. Walk past some friends and start chatting, somehow it seemed to be like an office place. As sunday is the sabbath day, like what father henry said in his homily, no work, just rest and relax. This'll make a person feel better and not so agitated. Another thing that really strucked me hard was what he mentioned in his homily. Topic on teenagers where they don't care about their parent's feelings, and the very one example he gave was : A teen going out late at night, coming home really late, like way past 1am - 3am. And when the parents question him, he starts saying he's old enough and stop controlling him. Sounds familiar? Yes, because this is what exactly happens to me NOW. And i go home way later than 3am everyday or not even going home. Even the excuses i give were the same as what father henry said. Amazingly shocking? To me yes, hmm maybe god's giving me a sign. And i feel really wasted, worthless and useless all thanks to lynn adele chng and JO . They always bring me down, pouring buckets and buckets of icy cold water on my shoulders, hence making me feel i'm living for nothing. I must think of a way to counter those two baboons next week. Watch out for the RISE of caleb. I feel like i've just shit-ted/ shat out whatever is in my body ( veins, arteries, heart, brain, lungs, kidney....) as i'm feeling very empty now. Somebody fill me up please. ( not with shit )