I'm very tired. Not from working, but from living a troubled life. It really seems nothing's going wrong on the surface. Beneath lies a broken family and a ruined school life. This is how bad it gets, i get home without talking to any of my family members ( espcially mum ). I go to school only having a friend or two, being a stoner most of the time thus achieving the title of loner in class. I avoid going home, because i ain't got nothing to talk to or do there. I hang around in void decks so often now. This feeling is somewhat like a bored and hot sunday late afternoon, i hate it. It never was like this before, but neither do i want it to be back like last time. Pride kills a man. Seriously.