Okay, i know i said i would go on a break, but not when i'm feeling wierd and need a place to splatter out everything. Why does no one holds god responsible for bad things that happen? We are taught not to blame him for whatever bad things that comes our way but take it as a test, somewhat like we need evil for the ability to recognise good. Okay, so i take it as a test. Evil is living in every single person in the world, so god is almighty yet he created something he couldn't fight, evil. People will then say he created evil purposely in order for us to see good, so if he did create evil purposely, can i now at least blame him for a little bit for the bad that happened to me? Say for example, i create a robot to benifit the world. It is given the ability to evolve and learn, when balls fly towards little kids in playgrounds, it kicks them away, in battlefields it punches the grenades back to the enemy. Soon the whole world starts using this robot, however, it starts developing a liking for kicking cute puppies. It seeks newborn puppies, especially the super cuddly and cute ones, and kicks them as far as he can. And thus a puppy extinction. Now, would i, the creator be held AT LEAST responsible for my robots misdeed although i never programmed it this way? Surely the people will start blaming the robot and the creator of it for the extinction, and my name goes down into history for the first ever puppy extinction. So god created evil, anyway you can think of, satan (angel which god created who turned evil) or whatever you want and is never held responisble for his creation deeds. How is it fair to me, i've never had a feeling anything like this before. It's like losing your favourite teddy bear when you were 3 years old, but i'm 18 now and my tears don't flow as easy back when i was 3, it's choking me.